i’m clearly not the type of person who deals with multiple boy issues at the same time.

i don’t know what to do, and i feel like i’m going to have to make a decision soon.

choose the guy who is going back home this summer who i kinda like and enjoy his company, or choose the guy who will be with me (mostly) all summer who i really like.

i know choose the second guy, sounds like a great situation. but i see things with him with him lasting a long time and he doesn’t have that time. he is graduating in a year and then leaving for marine training 3,000 miles away. i will fall in love with him. and i can barely go a week without seeing him, let alone 4 years. it’s like a recipe for disaster.

fuck. my. life.